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Went out 2day to Ion and Far East,which was honestly tiring.It has been a long time since I went out and walked till mine legs ached!!! :)

And mine sisters,who always said I went out but brought nothing back for them,had no choice but to keep silent 2day!As I brought back Royce chocos,which none of us had tried before.Royce chocos are by the way,the best chocolate from Japan,and its really nice!!! :) But nice things always come with a nice price,and 20 small pieces cost $15! :( But I'm glad that I got sth that they really like! :) ITS YUMMYYYY,as it melts in ur mouth! :))))

And by the way,Ion basement is the best place to be at if you have an urge to eat Japanese food + snacks!They really do sell loads and loads of gd Japanese food,like Hokkaido Ice-cream!!! :) YUMYUM,although I didnt try it yet,but I'm sure that I would try it soon! :)

And also,the last thing is that today,one of mine pri 2 student,told me something really touching.He thanked me for teaching him! :) SO HAPPYYYY!!!But I got a student that shouted SIAN loudly infront of me too! :(

And bought quite a lot of things,and really thanks loads for controlling me,otherwise I would be spending a lot of $$$ on stuff that I will really regret!!!LOL. :)

Back to school tmr,sian man!This and next wk is the killer week as so many projs + reports to hand in!!!! :( And right after completing all of them,and CNY has arrived,it would be exams already. :(

P.S. FEDERER WON!!!YEAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))))))))))))))

Random thoughts about tennis-Saturday Post(the posting options is nt working)

GUESS WHAT?!
Federer's playing in the Aussie Open Finals tmr!! :)))) I can't wait to see him play!And yet again,I can't wait to see Henin play later.

Justine Henin is the only female player that I have seen to use single backhands.Single backhands are normally used by male tennis players,as females have lower strength,which requires them to use two hands instead of one hand for the backhand.

And Erjie went to Bugis with Mum,and I actually begged her to bring back some cream puffs from Beard Papa! :))))

Dk what I should blog about already,shall update this post if I have thought about what to blog!! :)

TGIF!!!!

Am so glad that I have survived a week full of research + projs + reports in sch! :)))
Am also glad that I met with Sha la la 2day,and she met almost ALL mine close friends in school,and Sumi was being so friendly and they got along quite okay! :)))

But the bad point is introducing her to ur close friends,and getting too close till they"suan" you. :( HEHHEE!

Everything is okay right now,and I hope that we won't quarrel that easily next time! :)
And also,mine elder sis just came back from dinner with mine mum and 2nd sis,and brought back Kenny Rogers' muffin!YUMYUM!I know I promise no eating after 9pm,but hungry la! :)

And mine family has been united(meaning that everybody has been heading home on time,and seating around the TV), due to this HK drama called Born Rich,a DVD that mine Dad bought.But since we have completed the drama,the TV and the living room has been so quiet.I guess we have to tell Dad to buy more DVDs!!! :)

And 2day,we had Biotech lect that I completely couldnt understand anything.I guess I have to read the notes again and again before I can understand.So instead of talking,Jessie and I listened to each other's MP3.JPSZ,AKA AH TUN,pls pass to me those songs!!They are nice! :)))

Tmr's a Saturday,and I need mine beauty sleep badly!Was swaying in the MRT while on the way home,and while talking to Sha la la,mine voice suddenly became faint(as I was dozing off)!!!


So damn tired!! :( Projs after projs!!! :(
Stayed back to do a proj with Sumi,HH and Jessie till 1030pm today.So tiring,and we cracked our heads till we went bonkers! :)

The proj is almost done,but I really really need a break.I guess the break will come only when this sem is over.So for now..its back to projects after projects.

Glad that I am meeting Sha la la today(12mn already) though!So exciting!!Didnt see her for so long,like I guess 1 mth + !!! :) She's coming all the way from the West to the North for the 1st time to meet me!!! :) Popeyes,here we come! :)

Its nice knowing how someone can be so sincere.
Its nice knowing how someone can be so funny.
Its nice knowing how someone can be so irritating and idiotic.
Its nice knowing how someone can be so good in making me speechless.
Its nice knowing how someone can cheer you up,no matter how you hurt them.
Its nice knowing how someone can make you feel at ease,relaxed and comfortable around them.
Its nice knowing how somemore who cares,concern and feel happy for you!

And..
Its nice knowing someone like you! :))))

In a pretty good mood today!Cause I have completed the blueberries part that I'm supposed to search,which is how blueberries are supposed to be packaged.

Like not whether they can be packaged by plastic containers or what,but by MAP(Modified Atmosphere Packaging)/Equilibrium Modified Atmosphere Packaging(EMAP).This proj has been bothering me for ages!!I just can't put mine heart to find info for it,as I feel that the topic itself is pretty dry!So right now,I am feeling so happyyy that I've managed to survive the torture of that proj!!!

But right now,I have other projs to handle,like the HACCP,proj3,nutrition sci(which is completed almost halfway)!!!

Sian,listing down makes me feel more depressed,so I should just cheer up and continue to do the research.

Almost fight with each other yday again,somehow or other,I feel that without fighting,we would be weird without fighting.But I guess everything is still going okay! :)

Okay,nuff said,shall go do research again! :(

Being random today,I shall say out ALL my random thoughts.

1.I really really really crave for Beard Papa's cream puffs,its so yummilicous.All the cream bursting out,dirtying ur whole mouth,and that creaminess.YUM!!! :)))

2.I am so damn tired of seeing the computer screen for around 4 hrs!It makes mine eyes feel so strenous and sleepy! :(

3.I feel like buying that Everlast shoe,or just a simple black shoe!I need shoes!! :(((

4.Left with the HACCP and the SNQ proj research that I must do.SIAN LEH!!!Looking at com screen too long makes me feel sick in the stomach.

5.Me being childish yday,walked around and bought a colourful care bear!!Its just so lovable and cute!!! :) Pink,green,blue,orange,yellow!So cute!!! :) Wasted mine $$,but who cares,as long as its cute!!! :) Luckily I decided to control myself when I was in Punkstar,I was at the verge of buying a couple of shirts.HENG MAN!!! :)

6.I need to cut mine hair badly!Its getting thick!So JPSZ,who volunteered her service,shall company me on Monday to go cut hair. :)

7.I have been wanting to eat South's Hokkien Mee for 2 consecutive days,but the auntie keep telling me that it is only available at 2pm. :(

8.Things in school are going on fine,but there's still quite a awkwardness around.The only key word to this is time,time and more time!!!

9.It might be hard to forgive and forget,but try ur best ppl!!! :) Harsh words might be said,but its not what it is,its only due to the anger.

10.Have been urging to go out and shop,and whenever I look at mine wardrobe I feel that there's nt enough clothes,but actually I knw that I do have a lot.But I still wanna go out!!!

11.Went out the whole day yday,and accompanied you!Glad to make you feel happier though!!! :) Miss ya!!! :)

12.My couzzie Xiuxiu has the prettiest eyelashes ever!Its so long!By the way,told JR that if he's a girl,he would be v pretty,cause his eyelashes is so longgg!!!And he said a lot of ppl told him that. =.=

13.Tuition tmr again.Every Saturday night has gotta be the most sian ever,as I will think of the work that I have again.

14.What else should I say?!!! :) Let me stop at 14,and start doing mine research!!!

Everybody single human being has made mistakes in one way or another.But,I guess that forgiving the person is harder, but time is still the factor.
I am so sleepy from the auditing!!!YAWNNN!! :(
Projs after projs making me feel so god-damn-tired!!!!
Blog tmr if I have survived the war between me and the projs! :(

UPDATED

Everything's perfectly fine now!We have solved it,and have talked for a pretty long time.Thanks for being so understanding,and after running just nw,I realised that I became angry for the most stupidest reasons!!! :(

Thanks friends like Grace,Jenn,Sand,Fala,Nisa to tell me to cheer up!Really thanks loads!!!

To Grace:I really hope that we can go eat sushi one day!!! :)

To Jenn:I wanna meet u and lets go eat Sushi Tei one day(Although it will make us bankrupt)!!With that Ajumma too pls!She's totally MIA-ing lor!!! :(

To Sand:Thanks loads for ALL ur advice!!Really!Love ya! :) Hope we can all go out one day leh!To where??!!

To Fala:Thanks for being so understanding no matter what! :)))))

To Nisa:I know you are surprised to see ur name here,cause no matter what,I knw u will always support me!HEHHE! :) Come AMK to eat Popeyes leh,although I ate it yday!hhhahaa. :)

AND LASTLY TO MINE HOMIES:I'm glad that we settled everything well cause I could felt that it was stressing all of us,and we were quite unhappy!But now its of the past,and everything was settled well and happily! :))) I hope we can still remain gd + close + real close friends in time to come!!! :)))))


Just when one thing is over,another comes up and spring into a big problem.

I don't understand how angry we both can become,and how we would make each other angry.But after everything,and when I have actually calmed down,I will think again,is it mine fault that things have resulted to this situation?Am I too selfish?Why say you can be normal when you are actually not around us?Do you think the rest will think that you are normal when you actually not around us??

I don't understand,and I will try not to understand.Cause no matter what you wan2 do now,I can only say that I will let you do it.I shall give you a chance of doing what you want,and will not stop you.Its your decision afterall!!!

So that ends what I wanna say,and also,I hate quarreling with you.Cause you always make me feel sad till I always cry in the MRT.I HATE IT!!!

Back to happier things though.Things are back to normal in school,and am glad that things are almost solved!!! :))))
I didn't know that your felt so sad and depressed,so to whoever that I have hurt in the process,so sorry!!! :(

Gotta go all the way to Kembangan tmr,to do sth related to school!I think it can't be mentioned though,so I better not say anything here(Just in case!!)

I feel trapped.I dont know what/how to continue from here on.

I really don't know how. :(((

In one way,I really really feel damn stressed up and freaking f up over this.Why have things turned out this way??!!Is it mine fault??

I feel a little left out in one grp,and a little bit happier in the other grp,but I really really prefer if all of us can actually seat down(just like hw we used to) and just laugh 2gether.

Its like being stuck in the middle,where you don't knw where to go to. :(

SO HOW NOW??!!I really dont knw! :(((

I don't wish to wash dirty linens in mine blog,but I really need somewhere to vent mine troubles. So there goes,how I really feel right now! :(

How do you think we will feel when your don't even bother?As mine sister's friend told her when she faced problems with her colleagues,they are happy without you around,so why be unhappy when they are not around you?

But this time,I feel that ALL of us should just seat down,and have a good chat about everything that is happeneing right now,in our miserable life. :(

Really really really hoping that everything can change for the better,but if one can't say about the thing they wanna say truthfully,how is it going to be change??

Received a sms that cheered me up 2day!!!SO HAPPYYYYYY,cause I have passed mine piano grade 5 theory with distinction,90 marks!!!YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!
With mine grade 5 theory,it means that I do not need to take any theory tests,unless I wanna be a piano teacher for mine career! :)))))))

And something happened 2day,which involved a vvvv blur girl,who is slow for 15 mins. S.SUMITHA,who scalded mine left hand!! :( After scalding mine hand,she even told me that this is one of her failed attempts to take mine life. :'( It became really really damn red,which scare the hell out of me!!!!Thanks to JR,WC,Nana's grp that helped me!!! :)))))

And life's a routine nw,gotta hand up projs after projs,reports after reports.Gotta find more stuff about blueberries that is making me so bored! :(

Things are moving to a better side,despite everything that has happened.
I know that sometimes I may have hurt some ppl due to mine words,but I hope everything's still well and steady!!! :)
I am seriously craving for some cream puffs from Bread Papa and Popeyes Chicken!!!
Glad to knw that Popeyes has opened in AMK,real near NYP,just a walking distance frm SCL!!!! :) YIPEEEEE YAYYYYY!!!!!!!

:)))))))))))

UPDATED

Friendship is like a diamond,bright and shiny.
But without well-groomed polishing,the diamond starts to turn rusty,and thats how friendship is lost.

When telling you about it,we didnt expect you to distant away from us.
But when not telling you about it,you start to say that this is not what friends are for.
SO MAY I ACTUALLY FREAKING HELL KNOW WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?!TELL OR DONT TELL?!
Consider our feelings before you freaking do this to us.Ask urself whether its fair to us anot.
To tell you honestly,last time I will really try mine best to save this friendship,but this time,I am not going to bother anymore.Cause I tried too much,and it failed.So its ALL up to you.

Things have reached a certain extent that I feel tired + sick of all these.
Having a problem or not,I shall say that honestly I don't care how you feel already.Nothing will change despite what you feel,so just get used to it.
I hate feeling this way to anyone of mine friends,but no matter how you feel,I shall still say that without you saying truly what you feel,nobody can actually point a knife to your neck and force you to say it.
Mine patience is depleting,but at least we are STILL on speakable terms.

Was so pissed off 2day that I typed f**k in mine sms to one of mine friends.
In case you dont knw me that well,I dont even say the word f**k,cause I find it pretty rude,the max that I will do when I am angry would be saying shit.

Honestly,I don't knw why I am behaving like this sometimes.I tried to control,but I can't.
Whenever I quarrel with someone else,I would go and think and reflect whether is it due to mine attitude thats why things are happening like this,or whether it just got to do with mine sudden attitude that I wanna give.

Most of the times,I feel guilty,and I give in,and starts to wonder whether all this quarreling is worth it anot.

Mine attitude or not,I really hope that things go out fine between us.And no matter who was in the wrong in the 1st place,I hope that you don't actually feel that I am a bothersome girl,and I would like to really say A BIG SORRY TO U!I will really try to control mine attitude,really! :(

LOVE:"We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it & Lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define & IMPOSSIBLE to live without."

Just a nice phrase that sounds pretty true!!!

Thanks to Sha la la for the advice.Girl,we really need to meet up man!I miss ya already!!!! :) Without ur advice and stuff,I will feel pretty lost and still feel :(

SO THANKS LOADSSSS!!!!!!!! :)

Wanted to go for a run to relieve myself of all these,but the floor is wet!!! :((( It makes me wonder sometimes,whether when things are actually going all too good,and suddenly things start tumbling down,which is pretty much this case. :(

I HATE IT,AND I REALLY PRAY AND HOPE THAT TMR WOULD BE A BETTER DAY!!!!

Have been busy these couple of days,slacking and slacking.
Still in a holiday mood,as I have been pretty lazy to do homework!!!Trying to change this attitude to studying mode,so that I can slack after doing work,instead of slack before doing work. :(

But other than slacking,I also helped out in the Open House for FS-doing the Fizzy Drink,and giving stickers(which was more like being the audience for the Foreign Bodies).

To a really close friend of mine:
I would prefer that you actually say things out, rather than keeping it all to yourself. When we called/smsed you to ask if you were okay,you said you were feeling fine but felt a little weird. But now, we feel that you are so different,and that you are pushing me further away. I would really prefer you to be straightforward and tell me everything that you feel. And I hope that our friendship can be be like what we used to be. :)

Thanks to Ah Sam for that lovely notebook!I love it loads loads cause its so cute!!! :) Hope that I can see u wear the dress someday in school ah! :))))

I'm happy and loving it!!!The lunch table in school is expanding and I am so loving it!Cause its like so exciting to see many ppl from our class interacting and getting well with each other!!! :))))

Another lucky experience 2day. :) Loads of smileys and ! right sumi?! :)

First day of school today.
Have to cope with sleeping early,and waking early.And I think I didnt mention this before:I bought a new alarm clock,which pretty much scares me when it rings,as it is TOO LOUD!!But it was pretty effective considering that I woke up by just one ring.
Have to cope with studying again,and back to as per normal timetable and back to assignments,reports and lectures.

And it has been a week since I have gotten the flu,and nothing seems to work!Panadol Flu Max,and all other meds have been nt effective at all.Feeling pretty pissed, cause every night,I feel that I cant breathe and mine nose is runny,and every morning when I wake up,I will feel that mine nose is blocked.And I also cant exercise when the flu attacks me,as flu can cause one to have a high risk of dying when one exercises.SO,FLU,PLS GO AWAY!!! :(((( I wan2 run,play tennis,talk and sleep like I did before!!:(((

A NEW YR,A NEW BEGINNING,A NEW START!!!! :)))
Not that much new yr resolutions for me,but just hoping that everybody stay healthy + happy + positive!!!! :))))

And hope that I won't spend so much unneccessary money on food + clothes + useless stuff(But that Baby G watch is really nice by the way).

And hope that I can try more new things,like maybe kickboxing(Have been saying abt this 4ever,but no time,money to just go learn it).

And really really hope that I can meet up with Pearl,Jenn,Sha la la,Haz,Fanah,Lali,CK,CH and everybody whom I have nt seen for a LONG LONG time.Pearl,I really miss you loads loads leh!!! :(

So thats all,my new yr resolutions! :)
Sincerity is the most impt word,and you have done it. :)

Back to doing hw,and having some stupid relatives gathering on Sunday.TOTALLY NO MOOD TO GO!!!SIAN!!! :((((( I hate gatherings like this,cause we either pretend to be close with each other(when we are nt even that close), or we don't have anything to talk to each other!!!Now the question is,hw to find a gd excuse to get away from the gathering this Sunday. :(

Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away.

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